Early in the morning on Monday, Ozzie died after being very sick from Pneumonia. He was in the hospital in an oxygen cage so he could breathe, but it wasn’t enough. He was nearly 14 years old and had been sick on and off since before Thanksgiving. I knew this might be coming, and I was afraid I would have to make a decision on Monday about the end of his life, but I didn’t get the chance to.
I miss him more than I can say and I wish he was coming home. But he’s not. I didn’t want to write this, or put anything on Facebook, or even talk much about it, but you knew he was sick, and I wanted to let you know that he didn’t make it. And maybe this is a crucial part of the grieving process; looking at pictures, and talking about him/what happened – getting it out.
I’m okay, although I have moments of deep sadness. I lost one of my very best friends for the last 14 years. He helped get me through my divorce and made my life so much better for having been in it. He was so happy. I know he had a wonderful long life, but he gave me so much more than I ever gave him.
Bye, baby.
I’m sorry, sweetie, for your loss. I know from experience, how hard it is to lose an animal companion. I hope, however, that you still have a Happy New Year.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I too know from experience how hard it is to lose to your pet family. I’m sure he’s watching over you. May you still have a Happy and Live filled New Year.
I tried to type in Love filled not Live… stupid predictive text 🙂
Grechen, I am so sorry for your loss it is heartbreaking to lose your beloved animal friend.
Big hugs,
B
Oh Grechen, I am so sorry. My heart hurts for you.
Grechen, I am so very sorry for your loss. What a wonderful, remembering photo of Ozzie. My heart aches for you, too. Our beloved dogs, through the years, have brought us the greatest joy and unconditional love. The letting go and the leaving is always the most painful and hardest thing ever. I am so sorry. Best to you for the new year. Kim
He was loved. Deeply and profoundly loved. What a wonderful experience that must have been – for you and for him (as I am sure loving Ozzie – and being loved by him- was a blessed and joyful process). My heart to you in your time of grief. Thank you for sharing him with us.
Grechen, just know that we love you and would hug you if we could. What a beautiful pal! Sorry for your loss.
xoxVal
So so sorry :(. I just went through this with my beloved dog 6 months ago, and I am still grieving. It is so tough. It will take time. Remember all the wonderful times you had with him. Love and hugs to you. So sorry.
I know you gave him a wonderful, happy life and a life full of unconditional love. I also know how it feels and I wish I could give you a big hug. I am thinking of you.
Grechen, I feel for you. I’ve lost two dogs and countless cats. This is the part of having pets that’s awful. It’s what we have to go through in order to have the good part. He lived longer than the average dog, and sounds like he had a great life, too. He looked so happy in all the photos here where he appeared. At least his suffering is over. Don’t worry about posting here–take the time you need.
Just wanted to say how sorry I am. 11 years after losing my girl I still think of her often but I also know how much better my life was because of her and it’s all worth it. Hugs
Aw, what a cutie he was. Losing a pet is so sad, it always makes me wonder why we attach ourselves to animals with relatively short lives. But then you think about the 14 years of daily happiness that you both got from being together and you remember why. He’ll stay with you in spirit.
I am so sorry for your loss. May he rest in peace.
Grechen, I’m so sorry for your loss. And I will remember to feel a little less annoyed at my dog for barking at the UPS truck, again, and just appreciate that she’s here.
I’ve been there, I’m so sorry. My heart goes out to you.
(I miss you)
Having lost our beloved cocker spaniel (Honey) almost three years ago, I know how you feel and so here is a virtual hug ..{{hug}}.
Monica.
I can only imagine how hard it is to lose a family member. My thoughts go out to you and I hope that memories of him will bring you comfort!
Oh Gretchen…I’m so sorry to read this post. Our four legged family is such an important part of our lives, and when we lose one…it’s just heartbreaking. ((hug))
I’m so sorry for your loss 🙁
I am so sorry for your loss. I send comfort, as best one can from far away.
So sorry to hear abou the loss of your furbaby. It is so hard to lose a pet.
I’m so sorry for your loss, Grechen. I remember all too well how hard it was when we had to put our sweet dog to sleep two years ago. Thinking of you…
Grechen, I am so sorry. That’s such a deep loss. Ozzie was a very handsome fellow.
So sorry to hear about Ozzie. Such a hard thing to lose a family member.
I am so sorry for your loss. I read this post many times and I can’t help crying every time. I know how it feels to lose a dog. I really hope you feel a little better after a while….
I am so sorry for your loss, Grechen. My husband and I had to say goodbye to our fur baby recently, too, 3 months after her diagnosis with mast cell cancer. I know just how you feel. She lived a happy, long life and we knew it was coming and spoiled her like crazy in her last few months, but the time with them is never enough. You and Ozzie are in my thoughts.
Sorry to hear about Ozzie. You must’ve taken great care of him to have him with you for 14 years. That’s a long, full life, even though it probably doesn’t feel that way right now. Like most posters, I’ve had my share of losses too, and empathize. It’s good to talk about Ozzie, as you said, it’s part of grieving & healing. Take care
So sorry to hear about the loss of Ozzie.
I type this with tears in my eyes. It’s so hard to lose a beloved pet. My little dog is so special to me, I worry that I won’t be able to deal with it when his time comes. Thank you for sharing this great pic of Ozzy and sharing your story. Much love to you.